the fury of you

The fury of  you

I try to hide

You know that I can’t

There is no escape from you

You’re everywhere I go

Everywhere I look

You.

A ray of sunshine in the dark

Like a lighthouse

Calling

Beckoning me

to safety

But there is always a catch.

A black to a white

A dark to a light

A bad to a good.

Love you

Hate you

Petals cover my floor

You love me

You love me not.

Will this vicious cycle never stop?

I say no

You don’t believe me

Think you know me

Better then myself.

You engulf me

Like a desert sandstorm

Can’t breathe

 Can’t see

 Can’t hear

Can’t feel

All there is

Is you.

You

You.

Blue turns grey

Grey turns black

Sunshine fades away

Clouds in their place

And still

There is you

You

You.

Never leaving

Never fading

Ever present

Pulling me under

A sweet

Cool

Relief

That turns to

Hurt

Will I always have the strength

To fight

You

You

You?

Will I always want to?


-E