friends

i have a friend.
a couple actually,
they help me through
my darkest times.
and i sometimes wonder,
if i thank them enough
for all they do
to keep me alive

i have a friend.
a special one specifically,
who's mind works like mine,
is much wiser than i am,
and has much more patience than i could hope to own.
sometimes,
i worry,
i scare him completely,
because he is the only one
-who i feel
can see my soul.
he saves me daily.

i have a friend.
more like a sister,
who knows everything,
   -whether i like it or not
about me.
she keeps me up,
helps me grow.
who sometimes doesn't know how to handle
this mess of a girl,
but never ceases to try.

i have a friend
oh. what a friend.
he makes me smile,
makes me forget,
understands,
knows,
 but ignore's what is blatantly before him.
but i dont care- its just his way
and he should know
he always makes my day

i have a friend
more then a friend?
who is ignorant,
but what i need.
who i need.
who i miss.
who i need.
who i hate.
who i love.
who imperfectly completes me.


i have a friend.
a couple actually,
they help me through
my darkest times.
and i sometimes wonder
-where i'd be
if i didn't have them
in my life.