Finds a boy
A hopeless crush
She tells herself
That he’s not worth it
And yet she’s always first to blush
What have they done
You worthless child
He’s not your world, your sun.
You cannot hide
Behind your words
Until you have no place to run
Just tell him the truth
He needs to know
What if he’s always felt the same?
And then again
What if he laughs
Could you ever stand that kind of pain?
She knows him to well
His lines are void
Is he scared of the truth that he hides?
Is it worth it, dear boy
For you to push her away
When she loves you despite your disguise?
Her love has meaning, caring, dreaming
Yours, deceiving,
Never believing.
Is that what you want
Or is that what they tell you
An untold lie, to rationalize leaving.
The girl is me
The boy is you
Keep on telling your lies.
And every tear
Is a part of my heart
Shattered pieces screaming goodbye.
Yours truly
Yours forever
Don’t forget me, as I will never.
My heart is yours
It beats for you
But it doesn’t matter whatsoever.
Living life
Without pretending
Telling myself it isn’t you
Is admitting to myself
That happy ending’s
Don’t come true
A stupid girl, naïve and dreaming
Found a boy
A hopeless crush.
She curses her heart
The one he stole
And wishes it didn’t hurt so much.
-K
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